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Originally posted by Sandpiper:
"My world tilted on its axis when they died and it will never be the same again."...I just have to go on and define my new world without them.

That's it in a sentence, isn't it! My description has been "having the rug pulled out from under my feet". Nothing has been or ever will be the same again. I guess I'm still in the process of re-defining myself and my new life without them, and feeling lost and unmotivated while doing so.

Addendum: but I haven't been feeling nearly as lost or alone since arriving here several months ago. This place, you women, have made/are making an indescribably wonderful healing difference. The Lord sure seems to have known how very much we needed each other in so many different ways, doesn't He! I have to marvel at how we have all come together from such far-flung corners of the world to connect and cry and heal with each other.

[ August 16, 2005, 08:11 PM: Message edited by: Eagle Heart ]