Thanks to all. The dad is out of jail and calling his son all the time saying, "I miss you, son. I love you son". He won't even speak to his "daughter" whom he allegedly harmed. She doesn't understand as this is the only "daddy" she has ever known.

Meantime the dad's family back in Omaha is afraid he will commit suicide if his son is taken out of his custody.

My daughter, the mom, is feeling like slipping up and using again over this whole thing and her probation officer is saying he sees red flags all over the place and wants her to attend aa meetings.

I'm just trying to keep things as normal as possible for the kids, trying to hold on to my job, trying to hold onto my sanity and my health.

I'll keep everyone posted. Oh, and today someone stole my grandson's bike that he loved so much and I can't afford to replace it. Poor little guy!!