NL, take strength from the faith that you already have and hold dear....I know it must be shaking you to the core of your being, but be sure to employ ways and means of looking after yourself physicaly at this time, as that strenght is so important to your nerves..and if you are becomming unwell...you won't be able to sustain yourself and will find it increasingly more difficult to cope.
I will pray for you and yours at this time.

Take care and God Bless

Popea
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''Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love