Emily, you should find a councillor whom you feel very comfortable with. I believe you could reach out and confide in one better if you are completely comfortable. One that is knowledgable about your meds is very important also. Hopefully you will find someone like this. Keep looking, yet don't take too long, stay on your meds, continue coming here and posting. We want to know how you are doing all the time.
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chick
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