Still here. Couldn't make it to work yesterday, but am going to go this afternoon. I figure if I fall apart, they can haul me away from there as soon as they can haul me away from here!

I am having a terrible time deciding on which therapist to turn to. It's really hard to start all over. I talked to two over the phone, just to feel them out. I do, as some of you know, have spiritual issues (strong ones) and have never been able to resolve them. One of the counselors is, as a minister told me, "faith based." I don't know about this, although I did question her over the phone about whether or not she's dealth with people with this kind of problem. She said she had, but I'm not sure. Just not sure. She's a licenced social worker, who is knowledgeable about meds. It could be very good for me.

The other lady, I haven't spoken with yet.

I'm feeling particularly scared about this decision, because I think I'm so vulnerable right now. Dont 'want to go backward on the faith issue, which I was beginning to go forward on.

Any thoughts? Should I keep searching?

Emily