Emily, when you open your feelings and heart here, it is not to complain. It is to reach out to those who want to help and understand you. I am concerned for you and your well being and want to be here for you. I speak for myself but I know other here feel the same.

Consider this a place to come and vent all that is in you. I do. Some day you can be my rock.

I am not sure what books you are looking for but JJ has a great humor book and it sure lifted my spirits when I needed a good laugh and release. Reading about someone you can relate to (on here) made it all the more worthwhile.

Emily, we are your bestest friends, come here and know that we need you as much as you need us. We really do care and want to know how you are doing.
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chick
~ Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't ~
~ Prayer is the most we can do for another human being ~