All of you are so wonderful and compassionate. I'm listening to - not just reading - all of the heart-felt words written on these letters.

I'm a wee (to borrow Celtic's word) bit better today. Still dragging myself to work, home for a long nap, than back to work and back to bed.

But, at least I'm getting to work.

No news on a new therapist. Really searching for one, but on one seems to take my insurance. I know someone will pop up, probably just the right one for me.

Never before have the kids voices gotten to me like this. It seems I just can't stand their yelling in our Recreation Center. It's been nice and warm outside, which helps as we can get them outside for part of the afternoon. Maybe they have cabin fever from the winter.

I know what you mean, Eagle and (sorry memory not so good now) about friends being around me but I just can't see them. I called an old friend last night, but when she called back, I didn't pick up the phone. Didn't want to upset her. But then, she doesn't upset easily. Her husband and grown son have the same mental challenge as I do. So I'm going to call her tonight, and keep it light.
We grew up together.

I think it would be helpful for me to start reading again. Is there a forum bookclub? Would it be possible to form one? Does anyone know of any lighthearted books? I think I need to focus on something to rest my brain. Not housework, or "busy" work. Not that that isn't important.

I just need to fill some hours during the day and can't really do anything too physical, or I can't chase after 37 kids in the afternoon. I run out of steam.

Can't seem to get into my scrapping. Well, at least I'm a wee bit better and making it to work!

Chatty, thank you for your words of encouragement. Really. I was following the progression of your illness.

Eagle, what can I say to you. I know you have so much pressure on you right now. Hope your eating right and getting some good rest.

Love to all,
Emily