Emyjay, I just experienced the same feeling and a horrible lasting illness. I even called my son over to make sure he had as copy of my will etc. Thats how awful I felt, so you are not alone and I for one understand how you feel. I will pray for you and know that my boomer sisters prayers played a huge part in my recovery. I am just now feeling totally well, so hang in there, it does get better and feeling well again is such an invigorating sensation its almost worth being ill. My feet have hardly touched the floor cause I am flying high.
My prayers are with you.
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