No news on the new therapist, except that she doesn't take my insurance. She left two names, so I've called one of those.

Thank you all for checking in on me.

I've just slept this weekend. Not a good choice for me. But I can't get into my hobbies and I didn't want to clean.

I hope those meds kick in quickly. I don't feel like going to work tomorrow. But I'll be better off than if I stay home alone.

I work split shift, so I have four or five hours alone during the day. Usually I clean. Or come on here to see how everyone is doing.

I'm worn out from fighting this. But I know I have to go to work. Just feeling so exhausted.

If ever I come out of this, I'll never, ever stop taking my meds again.

I really need a new therapist who can see me in the middle of the day. Or a support group of some kind. Funny, when I'm feeling good, I never think I'll sink like this again.

I feel so silly, when I think of all of the ladies on this board who are facing so many challenges.

And I am feeling so very alone. Anyone know this feeling? Wonder if it's part of the depression challenge.

I know all of you are here. My husband is in the next room and no one I know is dying. Just moving away.

Anyone know of any good books about this subject? I've read some long, long ago. Think I threw them out.

Love to all,
Emily