sometime we get so bizy or distracted in life we don't get to experince the impact at the time a loss happens then their is a build up and one more loss j8ust lets lose the whole bundle of feelings.....so you had recent losses and they maybee woke up the further away losses, hope that a clear way to put it.

I got a wee habit over heer of asking mates frends etc. how are they...they tell me then i aske them well anything nice going on in your life, trying to steep the chat in a positive way.....its something i aske my self too. Then i gotta think is their anything nice? when i look i find something even if it a messed up black day i can still find a little something....Not discreditting all that is going on in your life thats painfull i just like you to aske yourself what is nice in your life today? despite the not good stuff

celtic