Emily, it definitely sounds logical to me. Even if you weren't thinking about all the losses you experienced, your mind and body were processing them.

This is a time to be good to yourself. Do things you enjoy. Pamper yourself. Give yourself time to grieve over your losses.

If you ever need to talk about your depression, you can PM me. You can count on me as a part of your support team.
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Vicki
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