emjay
their is was an intresting thread going on in spiritual belifes, posted by gymster. its titled what about god? Why not read along that thread and if any of the ideas strick you as intresting then maybee pm the ladies in question and see if they can talk to you about their type kind of belifes or spiritual journey.

Their tradisonal church based belifes and also untradisional nature and non churched belifes. Why not at lest give it a read. it started when the poster wanted to know what our idea of god was about, if we visulised them as a figure or an energy etc. Then some other questions as the thread progressed. Their is a wide range of diffrent religions and experiences, is inclusive of a lot of the women heer and might give you some pointers or even reasuranes about your own belifes and manner of worship....Its worth a try and it should't hurt.

Since the post have alreadie been written then you get a good idea of people and type of views and attitudes they have so you can do the choising before you approch someone or someone approches you. since you are feeling vulrible and have alreadie been scared by religion....Just a wee idea and i hope it's helpfull to you.

Hope you are seattling in
celtic