Thank you Casey. I appreciate that. I'm going to be looking for a divorce recovery group at my church real soon. Even though I know splitting up is the best thing to do, its still like recovering from major surgery for me.

When I married my husband, it was before God, and with my whole heart. I took my vows seriously. I became one with my husband and now that one unit is being torn apart by him and, I guess, by me also as I have no choice.

The deep nearly mortal wounds will take time and intensive care to heal. As many of you may remember some of my post regarding our sex life have been very favorable. I'll miss that also. I feel like a failure in that department now too.
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Aarikja Ann