One thing that brings me such comfort is that God knows my every thought. He already knows about the Chocolate cream pie and the 4 glasses of wine, the hurt and pain from just learning that my husband is cheating again and the sadness and fear of being alone should we decide to get a divorce.

I can talk to Him just like the dearest loving father or brother and He cares so much. Its that knowledge that keeps me going and trying each day to be a better person.

Today's message was the 91st Psalm. He who dwells in the safety of the most high. Our pastor preached this sermon, he said, after 9/11. I love my pastor and his wife, only because I'm learning to trust that he hears and is open to the leading of the Holy Spirit and that neither he or his wife are CEO's but the greatest servants of all. Our pastor holds 4 services each and every Sunday morning. Bless his heart!