I think it's wonderful that your prayer life is so rich. Like you, for many years I was in a constant prayer....I called it persistent prayer at the time. But lately, for the last six months or so....my prayer life has been....well muted. It definitely isn't God, it's me. I think my stress problems and the chaos in my head had crowded out the holy. And prayer is a discipline at first. So I have to get back into the exercise of prayer, much like I got back into physical exercise. No you aren't wierd at all...God is our best buddy!