Smile, I'm kinda new to this field but...

My very personal opinion regarding your motives or reason for writing: That's something only you and God know .

Do you feel your purpose as a writer has been accomplished?

I've read that a writer should strive to write something every day. But... it doesn't mean that if you don't write daily you're not a writer.

Writing could be like any other hobbies: In my case, I have not done any crochet for some time. I still love it and will go back to it any time. The same goes for flower arranging and other crafts I love. But each activity gives me insights and helps me grow in one way or another.

Maybe you need to give yourself some time... Maybe a change in scenery helps. Don't give up on yourself or your work. Stay positive! I'm sure the muse will pay you a visit when you least expect !!! NEVER GIVE UP!

By the way, you have a great website! And from other threads I gather that you have your husband's support in this. That is a blessing!

Hope this helps a bit.
I'm sure the experienced writers will have much more to offer.