I believe that life is a wheel- we are born, we live and love, hurt and despair - people join us and some leave and we die and do it all over again until we learn what we need to know and then rest in peace
If you feel you've missed something maybe you have
I have gone through cycles in my life when anyone outside my immediate family was unnecessary. Then I needed people and everyone to love me now I just need a few loving people and a sense of home where I can be warm and peaceful and quiet