I hate to admit this but there are too many nights when I sit alone in my home and cry, about literally nothing. Sometimes its a movie on TV or even a stupid commercial that sets me off. My one son is estranged from us now for 11 years and my other son is busy with his life and his family and work and I am not a part of that, not really. I do get out and do things. I live in the busiest city around and yet I feel like I am in a bubble looking out. I have never felt so alone in my life. I have two good jobs, one in Real Estate I like alot and the other is I think closely related to lonliness, I answer the calls for a company offering phone sex, as most of you are aware but this to is a surprise to me, how many of these men just want to talk to someone , anyone who will listen to them. I don't think Heart disease or Cancer are the biggest killers we have to contend with, I believe that lonliness is....it may actually contribute to the other two...