Just stopping by to say that I did manage to get a job. It is in magazine advertising again but a very good opportunity.
Now I have to decide what to do about the other jobs.

I would like to work with kids and still have that as a goal but for the immediate future I think this job fell in my lap for a reason. It was advertised and I was chosen out of a long list of people.

What to do about the insurance job is the problem. This new magazine pays a base salary, and I can keep doing the other magazine for now to see how it goes.

The insurance job is just impossible for me at the moment. After taking the course and paying for insurance, you have to have insurance in case you get sued, I find myself not wanting to move forward. Not now anyway.

My boss is getting aggressive with me and wants me to get going in her words.

Lots to think about, but I'm excited about the new opportunity. I don't feel the same about the insurance.
Kate