I am trying to let my hair grow and it is in the not too short yet messy looking stage. I haven't colored it in months and it has gotten brown again except for assorted gray hairs in some strange places. It seems to be changing monthly via color and consistency. What a pain this is. I want to let it get long to the shoulder and then go blonde. Lets see why am I stressed, messy weird hair, fat body full of lumps and bumps, dieting constantly, (yuk) not enough money coming in, can't seem to get rid of the ex totally, yada, yada, yada...thats why!