I am so sorry to hear of your heartaches. There is nothing worse than watching a child struggle. I believe it's worse than experiencing our own pain.

I have heard terrible things about oxycotin (sp?). I know a woman who eventually ended up on methadone because she was addicted to that drug.

I pray for strength among all women who are managing addictive behavior with their children. Keep the faith that help is around you. Reach for it until you are satisfied for your child and yourself. There is hope. Perhaps it would be good for you to be in some type of support group for loved ones.