I guess I forget that you don't know me... I kind of think in pieces I guess. You know, my thoughts are like 12 people trying to get out a door at the same time. Actually, the way I found this site was that I was looking for a woman's magazine site where I could submit a query - to find out if there was any interest in having a situation like this come to light - by sharing my story. However, I came upon this site, looked at it and thought "wow, a woman's forum, where there might be other women that have shared the same situation but maybe have handled their lives differently. I just hit 50 this year and I feel like I'm entering, or have been entering a complete wakening and I could be in the "I am woman, hear me roar" stage.... although, I must say, I really hate cliches.

Does that make better sense?