Sugaree, I have had three husbands and numerous affairs and encounters with the opposite sex and I can look God or anyone right in the eye and say "since I am single and alone (without a man) I have never been happier." The stress is all gone and I am happy with me....I do not need a male in my life to make me whole or a better person. Maybe you are too preoccupied with needing a man...Let it go for awhile, relax, live, have some fun and if it's meant to be sweetie it will be. Just a suggestion. [Razz]