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#154287 - 07/23/08 01:19 PM
Seeking Peace
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Seeking Peace
Maybe it’s the fact that all three young adult children are home. Maybe it’s because it’s summer and I want to play more and work less. Maybe it’s that I’m a boomer woman and experiencing peri-menopausal symptoms. Maybe it’s a bit of all the above. Who really knows?
Lately, I’m seeking peace. I want deep down, honest to goodness, peace in my heart. I want the kind that can only come from the love of Jesus.
Early morning, while sitting on the patio, surrounded by my Bible, journal, study, and prayer folder – petunia aroma, chirping birds, buzzing locusts, sun to my left, tall pines to my right, dog at my feet, I feel it seep in from the top of my midlife highlighted head to the bottom of my pink pedicured summer toes. The peace settles in and resides completely.
Then I close my God centered items, place them back in the basket at the kitchen table, head off to throw in laundry, water a few plants, straighten from the hours of young adult livelihood lived while hubby and I slept, and then get to work.
There are calls to make, emails to answer, forums in which to post, bills to be paid, writing to do, contest entries to be read, and the list goes on.
A couple hours later, I’m searching… The house phone rings, work phone, cell phone – all ring – friends come to call, the kids are coming and going, the dryer buzzes, dog barks, mailman arrives – the demands are piling up. Life’s in full swing.
I’ve lost that peaceful feeling. Sometimes - by God’s grace, I hear that still small voice and I’m called back to peace.
Other times – I’m so wrapped up, so charged, full steam ahead, lots of energy, onward, and I lose it totally…
until I awaken the next day, check in with God, and begin again.
I’m grateful He’s willing to greet me each morning, forgive me for losing Him, and allow me to begin again.
Does this sound familiar?
For God is not a God of confusion, but a God of peace. -1 Corinthians 14:33
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#154289 - 07/24/08 08:17 AM
Re: Seeking Peace
[Re: jawjaw]
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Thank you, Dotsie.  I also think peace is always there. But it is easy to get caught up in our daily doings and forget just a little.
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#154290 - 07/24/08 09:38 AM
Re: Seeking Peace
[Re: diamond50]
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Yes Peace. I worked with a lady who prayed each morning as she started her working day...her desk had texts etc.She was quite open and public about her faith. I differed in that only when asked I would share my belief.
she would ask for whatever she sought that day.Varied things..simple messages she sought. One day she asked what I desired most and my answer was peace. I believe an inner peace allows me to function and best serve God.And yes this was when I was around 50.I think we alter our values according to a stage we have reached. When I have peace I can also feel joy.compassion and energy.Peace for me is not passive it is a state of balance.
It has to be worked for and attended to.In whatever way works for whatever situation. Mountain ash
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#154291 - 07/24/08 01:39 PM
Re: Seeking Peace
[Re: Mountain Ash]
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What a beautiful thread. Dotsie, the image of you sitting at your table every morning, surrounded by God in such a variety of ways, just fills me...with a mixture of awe, delight, hope, inspiration and yes, joy. Every morning now at breakfast, instead of reading the newspaper, I read a chapter out of one of those Women of Faith studies (I'm still working on the "Contagious Joy" - but now it's meaning a whole lot more than it did when I first began it). Every morning, I look forward to that moment when I can open that book and read that day's message (I also have daily inspirational books that I read earlier before even getting out of bed!). The moment I open that book, the image of you doing the same fills me with a sense of companionship, fellowship and yes, joy!
Mountain Ash, I love your words about peace. I especially take to heart "peace for me is not passive, it is a state of balance". That's my quest, finding and living out of a core of joy and peace, or in your words which help to clarify it even more, a state of balance.
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When you don't like a thing, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
(Maya Angelou)
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#154292 - 07/24/08 01:58 PM
Re: Seeking Peace
[Re: Eagle Heart]
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Eagle we earn our peace by understanding our anxiety. Sifting the chaff.
Middle Years ©
Fife, Scotland 2005
Middle years when sufficient has been absorbed From life itself gives the platform of authenticity This is from where we can sift the grains of truth From the chaff of needless planting Sown by the ideas and beliefs of others
Each season has its glory days For me the vitality of spring When races were run and days long Still give joy in their shining yellow
Summer too when two paths in tandem Enticed the woman and mother in me Clever juggler that I was Keeping all the balls circulating
Early autumn stocktaking time The platform where I mill the grains Done in solitary repose I now have choice That only autumn brings
Autumn after a long summer is golden No races await but words gather Are in the wings waiting to be woven Into a lasting force. evidence of my living
Hopefully a kind winter awaits I prepare by drawing in the harvest I have sown and gathered Yes some chaff must be swept away
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#154294 - 07/24/08 05:32 PM
Re: Seeking Peace
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Mountain Ash, your poem is so perceptive - and encapsulates my own evolution so well. "This is from where we can sift the grains of truth From the chaff of needless planting Sown by the ideas and beliefs of others" pretty much sums up my journey right now.
The hard work isn't so much pulling out the chaff/weeds planted by others, it's having to repair the soil and plant new truths that will nourish and sustain me into the next phase of my life. The roots of the old chaff go deep and keep sneaking back up to choke out the new growth...requiring vigilance and constant care (and replanting) to ensure that the new growth (ie, way of thinking) becomes rooted enough to hold its own and thrive through anything new seasons might throw at it.
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When you don't like a thing, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
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#154295 - 07/24/08 06:02 PM
Re: Seeking Peace
[Re: Eagle Heart]
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Interestingly last night's lecture by Jan de Vries talked about the healing properties of plants. He mentioned amongst many others couch grass..which is the naughty weed here which is so difficult to remove. yet here he was saying how it could heal.
Often its what is said to me and I pick up that us the answer to other issues.As if the Universe is giving clues. Ponder on that .
In equal measure last night I was given a rare connection with a nurse/reiki healer who invited me to a healing circle and a convesation with a local person back from abroad.She poured her opinion toxicly on me like petrol on a fire..Just when I was having a fine time.It kept me awake for a long time.Processing the bigger picture. My task today has been to become balanced again. Ongoing work I surmise. Mountain ash
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#154296 - 07/25/08 12:47 AM
Re: Seeking Peace
[Re: Mountain Ash]
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The Divine Ms M
Registered: 07/07/03
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Loc: Orange County, California
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I’m grateful He’s willing to greet me each morning, forgive me for losing Him, and allow me to begin again.
Dotsie, you never lose God. When you lead a kind and loving life -- as I know you do -- then God is watching and smiling. Surely, no one is lost.
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