Thanks for the pat on the back starting over - :0)....

It's a "God thing"...I just felt led to invite him over. Our divorce is just so new - and I know it was good for the kids.

Him and I have parted "amiclably" (however you spell that darn word)...of that I'm VERY blessed. He has taken care of us financially, and that is no small thing. I can be gracious in return within my own capicity.

I sat next to him on the couch - and just wanted to rest my head on his shoulder. I can't believe that the man I've loved for 23 years - is a stranger now. It just breaks my heart. I had a good cry when he left - my daughter was so sweet - she just comforted me and thanked me for making it a wonderful day. Even writting now just makes be bawl.

I guess it's different when you divorce from a person you fought with or hated -- I used to say that there were two things I knew for sure about my life...

1. I was saposed to be married to my husband
2. that I was sapposed to be home with my children.

I guess you can say that my world has been pretty well rocked.

So all I know for sure now...

Is that God loves me and he has a plan for my life.

I guess that's being reduced to a simplier philosophy.

Hanging on to the hem of his garmet,

Danita