Yup, guess I jumped the gun again. Thanks ladies for your kind words. I think I have an over ly sensitive thing about attention, or lack thereof, flares up when I am feeling alone or discouraged.

I know it's scary to even talk to someone at times who has been thru this. I became a certified domestic abuse counselor once, then when it came time to begin my work with wmen, I couldn't . Too painful. Brought back my depression.

I just feel as tho' I am crawling and clawing my way out of this hole I buried myself back into. *I* take the responsibility for my choices. It just feels like it is taking soooooolong to make any Progress in my life, that I guess it spills out in places like these.

Right now I am researching getting my degree in Visual Communications or Graphic Design somewhere in Seattle. Trying to find sources for income, places to live, etc.... I have got to get out of here.

So I keep plugging at it daily. In between times I work on my illustrations.

I am starting to babble again ladies. Please forgive my little tantrum,ok ?

This too shall pass.


Brandy (designergrl)