Today I'm presenting him with an accounting of my deposits and withdrawals from the joint account. I've opened my own but there are still some residual bills left over. I don't want him to have anything to hold over my head or complain about.

He seems to be able to find anything at any time. I want to be able to look in the mirror and like what I see. The way I see it is if he has his own house and I have mine but we are still married and he is still responsible for anything related to me in anyway and I still go over to his house and "service" him on my nights off, then, I'm his whore.

Am I wrong? Sex for money. Isn't that what a prostitute does? Am I way off base here, if any one of you had a child who had to come and live with you for a while, even if your husband had physical disabilities, wouldn't you expect him to love you enough to accept the temporary inconvenience? Wouldn't you expect his emotional and moral support?

I'm going on a little road trip today and try to forget about him for a little while. Do you think there could be someone nice and strong for me someday out there??!!