I never really thought of it that way, Bluebird. I guess I've never felt worthy of anything that lofty. I've always felt like the weirdo of the family, the outcast.

I would be honored beyond belief if God could use me but I still don't think I'm worthy. Sometimes I know when someone is hurting in WalMart or someplace like that. They'll approach me with a "hello" or a remark and just start talking about themselves. I usually know what to say or sometimes just listen.

I really care deeply about people and it hurts to know some of the things they are going through. Sometimes I just hold them. Sometimes that's all they want.