Bluebird,
What is a mystic? I believe only in Christ and the power of the Holy Spirit. I wouldn't want any other source of "power" to have any access to my mind and my life. I am covered by the blood of Christ. I have a very high IQ and am frightened by it. I want to live a normal life of peace and enjoy my family.

If I could truly help other people, I would be happy to, but only if God were the source and no other entity. I'm just a tool, a vessel, and if I were used by any other entity, I would rather be dead.