With everything that is going on in my life, it sure would be nice to have the emotional support of my husband.

I hung up on him today and turned off my phone so no telling what awaits me tonight when I return home. He never has anything nice to say to me and everything I do is wrong. He was yelling at me. He yells at me all the time.

Tonight I think I'll have the courage to tell him I can't take being married to him anymore. He still hasn't moved into the house he leased yet. Says he can't stay there without me. He drinks more heavily now and chain smokes. He's trying to make me feel responsible for his health and well-being.

He says my daughter and I just make plans without consulting him first, but I had gone shopping with my grandaughter and a friend and let my daughter go out with her boyfriend. She never gets to go out on dates and I felt she needed the time.

He didn't have to be around my grandaughter. She fell asleep on the way back home and by the time my friend and I and GD got to the restaurant where my husband and her boyfriend were waiting for us, she slept through the meal.

He yelled at me and was in a horrible mood all night long and today and is still yelling because I didn't consult him first. I can't take it anymore.

It seems there is no place of peace in my life. There is no place I can go for rest and peace.