In a nutshell: LIFE IS TOO SHORT and it sounds like you've wasted enough of yours already. If you don't make a move now one day you're apt to look back and say, where did my life go, why wasn't I happy, its the one thing we never get a second chanceto do over, live our life. We get but one and this is not practice, this is it, all she wrote...I hope your choices from now on are for you alone, be happy. [Wink]