My God I can't believe you would think cutting or drugs is better than taking the bull by the horns and walking away and what kind of a mother would rather see her daughter married to a user, cheater and abuser than to see her divorced. I find that hard to believe. The longer you stay the more things you will attain and the more he will get in the end. You make more money than he does and thats probably why he keeps you around just in case his affairs fail. Please Blue66 get out of there. How old are you anyway, you sound very young and inexperienced! Ask anyone these men never change, never, never ,never!!! [Mad] [Roll Eyes]