Karen, So very sad loosing your parent. It's the hardest thing. I always tell people that it's like your world has been tilted on it's axis and will never be straight again. But after loosing my dad 12 years ago and my mom 10 years ago, I can tell you that after taking time to grieve, the warm, loving memories will shine through and you'll feel much better. You'll always miss them daily but your heart will heal and your thoughts will once again remember her and the beautiful person she was.

I agree with the other ladies, take time to cry, crieve, be close with your loved ones and remember her for the wonderful lady she was. Blessings and hugh and prayers are offered for you.
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Sandpiper
"Kaleidoscope Memories: Childhood Stories That Celebrate Family Life" - 2008
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