Paige 2, take some down time and just relax awhile if you're able to. Don't dwell on the negative that once was. Be positive! Get a new hairdo, see some good movies, maybe change your home around to suit just you. During this time get a notebook and journal about your experiences, later, years from now you'll be so glad you did. Also make lists of things you want to accomplish.
This isn't the end of something, it is the beginning of something new. Many of the women here were, are are going through the same thing so feel free to discuss it and share, as well as take away from this all that you can.
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