Saundra,
This may sound harsh, but bad luck us bad luck. We all have it at times.

Smoking is an addiction.

The bad luck is related to the bad luck only in that the bad luck can be an excuse to go back to an addiction.

Apparently you weren't really ready to stop. When you are, you will.

Hopefully that will be soon and we can help you through it by being a sounding board.

smile

BTW, Ignore the woman who told you you made her believe in bad luck. Believe you are lucky and you will be.