Hi Eagle Heart...

I'm glad to hear you're feeling better...that is great news! I wish to apologize for my insensitivity on "pushing" using the phone to access resources. I didn't realize the situation with the phone and totally understand now why that wouldn't be an option for you.

My suggestion? Focus on the different/better and don't focus on the "why". I'm doing another happy dance for the improved sleeping pattern, no vertigo, not so jittery pieces. Those are the "things" you want, right? So now is the time you do what you can to focus on the "what I want" not the "what I don't want". That is one of the biggest things that I've found is tough to do and is a big piece of how I've been slowly, but surely, learning to do.

Continue on sweetie, continue on and PLEASE do let us know what you need...whether it is a happy dance or something else, you *get* to have what you need!