Hi Dotsie, it sounds like you're surprised at your own self for not attending after attending religiously. It also sounds like you don't need a church to have faith. It's the church itself your not feeling connected to? Not the faith, right? After recovering from Catholisism, I go to Unity (Unity School of Christianity) but we all know we don't need a building to feel connected to God. I'm sorry, I have no insight for the moment. Love and Light, Lynn