when making a desision i go through a period of vulribilitie when i am open to having my mind changed, if i am honest. Sometimes with me it makes or takes a while for it or for me to be sure it is the right desision. I also hold the NUMBER 1 part of your list GIMSTER, so i know all i do will b allright but at the same time i also know that one can stray off a path a bit with somethings, and eventhough it is all right its not quite as it should be.....I have left situasion and been unsure and was onlie sure that i was wrong after too long a period of time to make it right. I have also stayed weer i should not have, learned a lot through those situasions but had the unease and hindsight knowlage that i was in wrong place again. pheewwww.
Sometimes for me decisions have been made and actions dune without"rhyme or reason" they felt right it was an intuitive hunch and they turned out to be the right thing for me to do at the time. I do think we have some devine guidances or gardian angel but i have known i have turned a death ear at times or other times genuinlie not knowen what the message was.
the number 5 i not sure if i do play by others rules, as much as i don't want to hurt other people sometimes its necassarie for me to do what i belive is the right thing to do. At times thes types of decisions can be unpopulare but if i am sure or onces i am sure then i get commited to that action and their no turning back. as i started saying the short time after some decisions is the hardest as i am more vulrible to haveing my mind swayed so sometimes i don't tell anyone untill i am sure....for right or wrong.