Emyjay,
It sounds as if you're fed up. I'm sure many boomers have been there and done that. From here on in, I just want you to know I really do understand. It's just that I don't give a rat's a*& anymore, as far as my own situation is concerned. But if U R in the market for something new, bws is here for U. Prayers and blessings!!!!
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