Hannelore, you must feel pulled in all sorts of directions. Your mom must be so scared. She wants to see mountains and lakes. Who knows if we can see them from the after life? I guess if there was a light, it would be that you have the strength (believe it or not) to be there, in the middle, with new life at your arm (grand baby) while your mother needs you in her later years.
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