gerrbeck, great advice here. Writing takes several stages before it's ready to be published. You're at stage one right now. Just write. Get it all out. It doesn't matter if your ramble. Ramble on. Put all your thoughts down. In the second stage you can organize. Figure out what order you want them to be in, then do that. Move things around until it's exactly what you want to represent. Then move on to stage three by editing your work. Then have someone else edit as well.

That should get you started on your book. Once you've finished all that, come back and we'll talk about the next stages of getting your book published. :-)
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