Hi Emily. I know that it's hard to be patient when you're not feeling the way you think you should. Being ill on top of starting a new regimen is probably why. Medications sometimes take a while to kick in, even if it's something you've taken before. Our body chemistry changes, sometimes from day to day, and what worked fast before may take a little longer. My experience with this comes from working in the psych field for many years, and from being in the same place where you are now.

Hang in there, and don't feel guilty about what you call complaining, because it isn't. It's how you feel, and depression/anxiety isn't something we just snap out of even if we think we should.
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