Kathy pet, you are a hoot. I did laugh, despite myself!!!
Yup...I understand the cyclical thing only too well...I suppose that is why it is pretty scary...because I do not see or seem to feel it comming. I think I need to lighten up again and do a bit more of that laughing stuff...or write..or sing...or practice the piano, which is my latest box ticked on my list of 'things to do for me'. Mayby change my reading material too....from 'Co-dependent no more'...to 'The Complete works of Keats'...aye swap for a couple of days.

You are helping by making me laugh and helping me to ease up a little.
"Even the smallest of gifts can alleviate the greatest of suffering". A. Pope.

Thanks Kathy.
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''Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love