I don't love my life today.
Went to see my mom and the whole visit she CRIED. No matter what I said to her, she cried... AND apologized for EVERYTHING. I had to speak with the nurse and find out if there was anything wrong. They had no clue. I asked that they keep an eye on her. When I first walked into her room, she sat up in the bed and said she thought she had died... and she did have a strange look in her eyes - a glaring far away look. So weird. I stayed as long as I could. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.