Danita, We do all love you so much, you are so dear to all our lives and we hold you in our hearts and our prayers. I know because you and I discussed your marriage long ago, at length how unhappy you are to lose him, well not him as he is now, but the him you once admired and adored. It will get better, slowly but it will. We are here for you anytime night or day. You know you can call me at any hour just to talk, scream or whatever you need. You are the innocent one in all this, you and the kids. God see's your pain and will eleviate it as he sees fit. You are so beautiful, inside and out,(I met you) so I know. It's the Mountain Man (private joke) that is guilty and will pay the price once he gets out there and see's what (trash) awaits him, yuk!!! He will curse the day he went nuts, he is you know, NUTS!!! Fly high Danita, with or without your wings..
Love you, HUGS!