You know copygal I still to this very day talk to my husband about everything. People probably think I'm nuts talking to myself but its to him usually. I sometimes wonder if I adore and yes seem to worship my son because looking at him is like looking at his dad, the exact same mannerisms and expressions....Casey is exactly right, its grieving not whining and there is a huge difference. There is a saying, "Its better to have loved and lost" and so on, but until one has, it isn't possible to know the degree of emptyness and feeling of helplessness it leaves behind. You'll have good days and bad days, its inevitable...

[ June 22, 2006, 07:49 PM: Message edited by: chatty lady ]