This is a great conversation. I recently graduated from a Christian college (yep, took me almost three decades to finish one measley degree) and oddly, came away with feeling less secure in the beliefs I had held all my life. While I subscribe to the "no design without a designer theory" (I mean, really, how can ALL this be happenstance?) I find that I now question so much that I never did before. Do I believe in God. Yep. Can I describe God? Nope. It's just one more area of my life where I find myself more confused than ever. The difference is that I'm old enough now to realize that questions need not be threatening. They can act as catalysts for appropriate change.
Ooooh, don't I sound all grown-up and philosophical today.