Number5, my heart aches for you because in all your posts I realize that you know what is right, but due to all the people involved, you have a tough decision to make.

I see your pace in life as spinning wheels. You need to take time to be still and silently consider to whom your allegiance lies. Is it to yourself, your daughter, grandaughter, or your husband. Make notes, lists, whatever you need to do to make this decidion. Then decide how you will go about fulfilling that allegiance. Be intentional about this. It's your life, and deep down you want to be fulfilled. You can do it...