When I was involved in Christian activities it seemed that none of my good deeds went unpunished. When I stepped back from that I realized God uses me even when I'm broken and in ways I couldn't imagine. I used to feel that I had to have a big "ministry". Now I know He uses me best when someone comes into my life who needs encouragement, prayer or just simply a friend. Mostly I don't realize what God has in mind until it's all over, and that is the best way because it doesn't work out too well when I'm in control.

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