Eagle wrote: "It has often baffled me that if we had been diagnosed with cancer, would we be questioning our faith...would we be asking ourselves if it's our fault, that we got cancer because we didn't pray enough or have enough faith?" Yes, I did. I thought that somehow I had caused breast cancer. When my brother and father fondled me I would wish/pray that I never had breasts. Lo those many years later, I got my wish with mastectomy. I returned to my counselor during cancer, being reassurred that I could not have caused my own cancer because I was ungrateful and/or didn't have enough faith. LLL